As I was leaving the Y I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror and the negative thoughts started and then I stopped myself - like, really, dude, you woke up at 5:15am to drag yourself to a new, hard class, and then voluntarily hopped on the treadmill and now you're gonna criticize the body that did all that? I don't think so.
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Speaking of things I've been avoiding, I finally went ahead and signed up for Spanish classes at the local community college. My Spanish has gotten better since starting my job but it's still way worse than I want it to be. I kept feeling like a weekly class would be useless, that the only really helpful thing would be full immersion, but last night I bit the bullet and signed up - it's gotta be better than nothing, and will hopefully make any immersion that I do (the soonest possible date is looking like sometime in 2012) even more worthwhile.
2 comments:
i love that look in the mirror part. i get negative on myself during easier poses in yoga and i'm using your words next time.
@oonabaloona glad they resonated with you! i'm gonna try to remember them for next time too :) trying to interrupt the cycle of familiar, negative thoughts and patterns is sometimes the best thing we can do...
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